Why A Single Man is my favourite movie of all time
Dear reader,
I have since long wanted to talk about this
movie to someone, anyone who had seen it. Having not found any such individual
I now proceed to release this piece into the ether.
For the sake of those who haven’t seen the
movie, A Single Man is the story of this depressed gay professor (played
brilliantly by Colin Firth who got an Academy nomination for the same) who
after losing his partner of 16 years has no will to live. He sees no future for
himself and just mechanically “gets through the goddamned day” as he puts it.
One morning he decides to close all accounts (financial and emotional), live a
perfect day and kill himself at the end of it. The movie follows him through
that one day.
I watched it about a year ago and I found
myself sobbing quite hard at the end. Not the wailing sob mind you, the quiet
why-did-it-happen-to-the-poor-guy sob. A deep sort of emotional bond.
Now I don’t do emotions very well. I don’t
respond with tears to everything I see, hear or watch. Yes I do tear up a bit
at things involving me but I have never quite felt the way I did. I still don’t
have words to describe what I felt.
I have shown it to my mother since who
consented after a lot of pleading on my part. She did not have the same
reaction to it as I did. I don’t know why. Maybe I over-reacted that day. Maybe
it was because I was having a Colin Firth phase that I loved it so much. Maybe
I am just over-rating it a bit. But I can just not deny that every time I watch
this movie, I am moved. I may not cry as much as I did the first time but still
it is pretty overwhelming.
And now what I really liked in the film.
What follows may well be a debate on
authorial intent versus viewer’s response. I had known Tom Ford strictly as a
designer prior to watching the film and knew nothing about the guy. It was his
directorial debut after all. But somehow I read layers and layers of meaning
into each scene every time I watch the movie. It’s a bit like reading a book
again and again, you always find something new about the characters or the plot
points or the dialogue. I like to think Tom Ford also interpreted the scenes in
his head the way I do them.
The first thing-Colour.
The movie employs colour as an important way
of communicating emotions to us. Everything involving George, present day, is
muted –usually pastels or brown or black or gray. This conveys to me at least
the fact that he is morbid. Depression is a very easy thing to write about and
describe. However, communicating it to a viewing audience is really hard.
Imagine for one second how you would do it if you were the director. You can’t
make the guy sob all the time; you can rely on the actor’s capabilities only up
to a certain extent. Ford found a way out of the conundrum. Everything George
“sees” in the manner of really absorbing what he sees is in heightened colour.
The colour of the rose he smells, the colour of his secretary’s eyes, the
colour of a student’s hair, the colour of the hooker’s lips. For the first time
in a long while, he is actually taking in his surroundings without blundering
blindly throughout the day. Each memory /flashback he has of Jim and himself is
heightened in colour as if those memories will never fade with time.
The second element- Music.
The music for this film
has been provided by Abel Korzeniowski (Additional music byShigeru Umebayashi). The harmonies in the
background are mostly intricate violin passages. But they always convey the
mood of the setting. It has been said that violin is the instrument that is
closest to the human voice. This movie employs that fact to the best benefit.
The melody makes you feel euphoric, excited, depressed and content, a series of
cascading emotions that are very intrinsic to the movie-watching experience.
The third element-
Imagery.
The film itself is
interspersed with brief clips of a man in water, sinking, flailing, and unable to get out despite his efforts.
This man is metaphorical of George, in his own pool of darkness and sadness,
suspended and sinking in his own grief. Towards the end however as George makes
peace with himself and his life, the sinking man now rises to the surface.
Apart from this, there is
an overall tone of perfection belying imperfection in the film. George is
perfect for the outsider but far from it on the inside. His friend Charley is
stunning in her beauty and her house could be right out of those home magazines,
but deep inside she too is broken ,and alone, forever hoping George will be
hers o e day. George’s neighbours themselves look like the perfect family but
even they have their own imperfections.
Even the perfection of Carlos’s (the
hooker’s) physical form belies the vulgar nature of his trade. But then like
Carlos says “Even awful things have beauty of their own.”
The fourth element-Silence.
The movie explores silence as an entity in
itself. As Firth put it in one interview “Silence can be serene, beautiful and
beatific or it can be suffocating and crushing.” There is silence in
companionship, the way George and Jim spend their evenings just reading sitting
next to each other. That silence is desirable, it is cosy, and it is wrapped in
the knowledge of someone being there in it with you. But every morning after
Jim’s passing, George experiences a stifling silence, one that strangles him in
the knowledge of being alone in this world.
The Fifth element-Colin Firth, or rather
his acting.
Now I reserved this for the last because I
don’t want anyone to think that I liked the movie because he was in it. I respect
him as an actor and have frankly hated some other movies he has done. But he
was transcendent in A Single Man (hello, academy award nomination). The movie
would have sunk without a trace had it not been for his marvellous portrayal of
George Falconer in the movie. I have never experienced grief of that kind in my
life (and God forbid don’t) but something made me connect with George and cry.
I won’t lie about it. This was some real good acting I saw and I am not one to
be taken in easily.
A beautiful movie, with beautiful people in
it and a beautifully heart-wrenching story. There was something in it which
reminded me of Khaled Hosseini’s writing in it.
I am done with my raving. On with life now.
A great film indeed.
ReplyDeleteI appreciate your evaluation, you examined the film with nice points.
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